nikmat...

salam...

ari ni aku decide to go to e clinic bcoz worry of having DM or DI.. act, i've got e symptom for years, which is polyuria... when i c doc, she asked me about nocturia, i said i dont have it, so she eliminate DM... then she checked my urine, unfortunately there is tiny blood in my urine, minor heamaturia she said.. i dunno whre the blood come from.. i hve no idea about that... then doc prescribed me with antibiotics for heamaturia but no treament for polyuria...sigh...

hmmmm, pasal nocturia tu... mlm ni aku tdo awal, n tgh2 tdo tbe3 full, nk micturate... is that nocturia???? i dunno, i think i wanna ask doc tomorrow... a bit worry act...

ya ALLAh, if this thing happen is to test my faith, i accept it.give me strenght ya ALLAH to go through it...

to my fiancee, dont worry too much k...im ok..

jazakallah

bz.....

salam...

blok ni paling mencabar dlm byk2 blok...

td aku terpandang the whole blok time table... bayangkan, from 8am-4pm xde gap pom.. seme penuh.. ya ALLAH, kuatkan lah aku to go through this blok with succed... fuhh... i donno how to manage my time for this blok, when to memorize n repeat what i've memories... i feel so guilty bcoz not repeating what i memorised.. im sory ustaz khalil...

to my fiancee, i hope u can be patient too.. wat to do... but i'll try my best to find and spent time with u dear... i luv u sooo much...

dats all, got to go...

wassalam

hilang...

salam...

biase aku akn bersemangt tok start sumthin... tp skg, len... am i new hidayat? i donno... im confious... my fiancee ckp, ".... new hidayat".

well, life must go on... maybe thats wat we call mature ego defense mechanism...

k, i need to iron my shirt...1st day mesti hensem...=)

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assalamualaikum...

ego ku teruji di kala ini... "ego is to justify the ID & superego" that my lecturer said... my ID said, "just kill him", my superego said, "find way to ruin him, & clear ur name!"..... but my ego said, " dont kill him, dont ruin him...u have done mistake n u've to accept the concequances... so, just let it go..n star ur new life.."

so thats wat ego have to do, to justify the ego n superego...

kadang2 kite lupe... hidup ni x selalunya indah..

kadang2 kite lupe... kita da tersilap langkah...

itu la manusia, selalu lupa... annasi...

even wateva happen, aku mesti teruskan hidup ini... langkah mesti di teruskan... aku xley berputus asa dgn nikmat yg ALLAh bg kat aku... aku da berjanji dgn ALLAH, bahawa segala kejayaanku akan ku gunakan untuk menegakkan Islam walau dgn apa cara sekalipun... owarimasu!

cite len plak... aritu time kuar ngn my fiancee, i bought one book, aku terima nikahnya II, versi bercinta sampai ke syurga... tp baru bace a few pages... x sempat, bz ngn restaurant family aku... n at the same time aku nk rehatkan otak dari berfikir...hahahhaha, bley d terima ke alasan nk rehatkan otak?????xley2...hehehe. ALLAh cipta otak kite with a high capacity, now on, i dont think that i've used all part of my mind, only the small portion of it i guess....

so sampai sini jela ari ni...

penat....

ari ni pas subuh aku tido...hhahahhha..buruk perangai! nk wat cmn, da ngntuk, ubat paling mujarab ialah tido! td mama da bising2..hehe.. biase r tu.. wat 'do no' jela.

smlm tunang aku sampai melb lebey kurang kol 12 kat sane la... alhamdulillah selamat... letey nk demam katenye, kesiannye..hehehe

berbalik kepada cte aku arini... jap ag nk kemas2 bilik, basuh kete ku yg comot n ptg nnt nk g beli brg2 business.ngeh3.. i.ALLAH menjadi.. org kate nk wat business ni we have to be brave to take the risk.. act, the main reason nk wat business ni act nk cover back my budget yg da lari tu, indirectly nk kumpul duit tok kawen..hehhehehe.. yela, nk kawen kene usaha pe..

kla, got to go..hehehhehe nt mama bising lg..

salam

tangan kaku=frezed hand...=)

asslamualaikum...

hampir 7 bulan aku x buka blog ni... mcm2 berlaku dlm idup aku...suke n duka... tp byk duka aku rase.. knp ianya berlaku? mmmmm aku pun x sure... tp aku yakin, klu kite jauh dri ALLAH, Dia pun akn jauh ngn kita n as a result, hati kite x tenang...

exam lepas memberi seribu kengan buat aku... aku sgt bahagia... hampir seme soalan aku boley jawab(berkat doa tunang aku rase)...byangkanlah, nk masuk exam dia solat hajat, kuar exam dia solat hajat lg, time tgh exam dia bace yasin... aku pun x mampu nk buat semua tu... aku xtau mcmn nk balas semua tu... thanks...

skg ni tgh cuti... aweek.. td tunang aku bru fly balik ke melb, menyambung perjuangan kat sane... sedey tu ade la jgk... tp da biase da..hahhahahahha

cuti ni aku nk spend byk mase kat umah, try to spend time with family... n rase jgk nk tolong2 kat kedai mama...

skg ni ade masalah ngn umah sewa..xtau ag nk settle cmn.. nmpak gaya kene seat toghter la nt, settle btol2... pasal tu, hbes lari bajet aku tmbh plak kene sman ari tu, tula sap suruh drive laju2.. padan muka dayat!hahaha haish, cmn nk kawen ni...hehe.. xpe, jgn berputus asa dgn rezki ALLAH...

emmmm, aku ingt nt nk jual brooch... nmpk cm ade potensi... bdk stdy group aku akan jd agent nt...hahhahahaha...